Zell Dincht says, "SQUALL!!"

Squall Leonhart is curled up bleeding rather heavily now that the dagger's been pushed in further by falling on it.

Zell Dincht casts a cura spell on him and drops to his side, having been in Balamb visiting his mom.

Zell Dincht says, "gods..."

Zell Dincht starts to cry as he pries the dagger loose and puts a bandaged made from his own shirt around the wound.

Squall Leonhart forces his eyes open to look at the person rescuing him.

Zell Dincht is crying, as he looks Squall over.

Squall Leonhart says, "..."

Zell Dincht says, "Squall??"

Squall Leonhart says, "Zell?"

Zell Dincht sniffles and pulls Squall into his arms as he crouches by him.

Zell Dincht says, "Gods, why??"

Squall Leonhart is too weak to protest.

Squall Leonhart says, "Seifer... doesn’t... want me..."

Zell Dincht says, "... and that made you... do this?"

Zell Dincht blinks cause he understands what Squall means and holds him closer.

Squall Leonhart nods weakly. Instinctively snuggles against Zell because he is cold.

Zell Dincht is still crying, holding Squall.

Zell Dincht says, "please, don't die on me man..."

Squall Leonhart thinks that is a really silly request... since any good candidate always carries phoenix down on him.

Zell Dincht is but still doesn't want to see Squall die.

Zell Dincht says, "Why'd you have to be hung up on a jerk like Seifer??"

Squall Leonhart says, "We were.... cut from the same cloth... I thought he would understand...."

Zell Dincht says, "Cut from the same cloth?"

Squall Leonhart says, "We were... very similar. Zell... its so cold..."

Zell Dincht sniffles and holds him close, rocking him.

Zell Dincht says, "why... why'd you have to do this over him? Why..."

Zell Dincht 's tears spill onto Squall.

Squall Leonhart says, "I wronged him."

Zell Dincht says, "how?"

Squall Leonhart says, "I raped him..."

Zell Dincht says, "you what????"

Zell Dincht nearly drops Squall but manages to stop himself.

Squall Leonhart says, "I tied him up and... made love to him... except he didn’t appreciate it."

Zell Dincht says, "..... oh......"

Zell Dincht frowns, wishing he had been the one Squall tied up.

Squall Leonhart says, "I’m thirsty.. and cold..."

Zell Dincht sniffles.

Zell Dincht says, "I.. I'm gonna take you home with me."

Zell Dincht picks Squall up in his arms, showing off his strength, and carries him to his house.

Squall Leonhart is trying to get as much body contact with Zell as possible at this point because he is so cold.

Zell Dincht carries him into his house, passed his astonished mother, and up to his room.

Zell Dincht says, "I... I never let anyone up here."

Zell Dincht lays him down on his own bed and raps the blankets around him.

Squall Leonhart shivers.

Zell Dincht runs down stairs quickly and grabs some tea his mom was making, and brings it back for Squall.

Squall Leonhart tries to get his hands to move but frowns as they feel numb.

Zell Dincht props Squall up and helps him drink the tea.

Squall Leonhart feels a little bit better.

Squall Leonhart says, "why... were you crying?"

Zell Dincht says, "I... I've had a crush on you for a while... The thought of seeing you dead makes me really sad."

Squall Leonhart says, "Crush..."

Zell Dincht nods.

Zell Dincht says, "Please, you don't have to kill yourself..."

Squall Leonhart says, "but.... my dream...."

Zell Dincht says, "Dream?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Nevermind....."

Zell Dincht says, "please, you can tell me."

Squall Leonhart is quite pale from blood loss.. but otherwise fine.

Zell Dincht takes his hand and strokes it to help the circulation.

Zell Dincht says, "Squall?"

Squall Leonhart watches Zell rubbing his hand.

Zell Dincht says, "feeling any better?"

Squall Leonhart says, "a little. I’m all... bloody...."

Zell Dincht says, "Squall, I don't think he hated you for what you did or you'd have been dead by his hand."

Squall Leonhart says, "I begged him for death...."

Zell Dincht says, ".... why?"

Zell Dincht gets teary-eyed again.

Squall Leonhart says, "He didn’t want me.."

Zell Dincht says, "but.... others do..."

Zell Dincht sniffles.

Squall Leonhart sighs.

Squall Leonhart says, "I got a nasty letter on the computer system in Balamb... they know Im gay... and now its over."

Zell Dincht says, "what type of message?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Nasty and full of hate."

Zell Dincht sighs.

Zell Dincht says, "I've gotten those..."

Squall Leonhart says, "Why did fate.... lead you to me?"

Zell Dincht says, "I don't know... but you can't give up cause of some nasty letter..."

Squall Leonhart says, "I gave up because of Seifer."

Zell Dincht lets of Squall's hand and sighs.

Zell Dincht says, "Why give up cause of a jerk?"

Squall Leonhart frowns.

Squall Leonhart says, "I loved him."

Zell Dincht says, "well.... still.... why base it all on him? I don't think he is all that deserving of your love."

Squall Leonhart says, "He tried to love me before but I didn’t see it..."

Zell Dincht says, "What do you mean?"

Squall Leonhart reaches out blindly.

Zell Dincht takes Squall's hand.

Squall Leonhart says, "Where am I?"

Zell Dincht says, "you're in my room, remember?"

Squall Leonhart says, "in Balamb?"

Zell Dincht says, "Yeah, remember?"

Zell Dincht holds his hand and frowns.

Squall Leonhart says, "yeah… my blade?"

Zell Dincht says, "Why do you act like you don't remember? not sure, why?"

Squall Leonhart narrows his eyes.

Squall Leonhart says, "I do remember..."

Zell Dincht says, "What's wrong?"

Squall Leonhart says, "nothing… I’m still cold... "

Zell Dincht tucks him in more.

Squall Leonhart says, "May I have something more to drink as well? You’re right...... I.. am a fool"

Zell Dincht nods.

Zell Dincht says, "I will fetch it."

Zell Dincht runs down stairs then back up with the drink quickly.

Zell Dincht says, "I could cuddle you to keep you warm but you don't seem interested... you've been pining for the one you can't have."

Squall Leonhart says, "please?"

Zell Dincht says, "hmm?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Warm..."

Zell Dincht says, "I can?"

Squall Leonhart nods.

Zell Dincht gives him the drink. smiles and gets in the bed with him after taking off his shirt, and cuddles against Squall to keep him warm.

Squall Leonhart drinks what Zell gave him.. then puts his head on Zell's chest.

Zell Dincht smiles and holds him to keep him warm.

Squall Leonhart says, "You want me?"

Zell Dincht says, "yes I do... *sniffles*"

Squall Leonhart says, "why?"

Zell Dincht says, "because you're cute and not the sort of jerk Seifer is... you are rather quite and I've always wanted to know what was on your mind."

Squall Leonhart smiles.

Squall Leonhart says, "Seifer was always on my mind.... but I can change that."

Zell Dincht says, "you can?"

Zell Dincht smiles back.

Squall Leonhart says, "Will try."

Zell Dincht smiles happily and strokes Squall's hair.

Zell Dincht says, "I'd like that a lot."

Squall Leonhart says, "Where do I go now?"

Zell Dincht says, "back to Garden?"

Squall Leonhart says, "but they hate me..."

Zell Dincht says, "Who does?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Seifer...."

Zell Dincht says, "oh..."

Squall Leonhart begins to try and remove his bloody clothing.

Zell Dincht helps him off with the shirt.

Zell Dincht says, "I cast a cura spell on it.. it should be healed."

Squall Leonhart looks at the small scar on his chest.

Zell Dincht touches it.

Zell Dincht says, "Now you have two scars."

Squall Leonhart works out of his pants as well.

Squall Leonhart says, "Do you think... your mom can clean these?"

Zell Dincht says, "sure."

Zell Dincht cuddles the now naked Squall.

Squall Leonhart makes a hard to interpret face.

Zell Dincht says, "Squall?"

Squall Leonhart says, "I hope my jacket isn’t ruined."

Zell Dincht says, "It didn't look it."

Squall Leonhart blushes just a bit.

Zell Dincht smiles.

Zell Dincht says, "you're blushing... how cute."

Squall Leonhart turns even redder.

Zell Dincht smiles.

Zell Dincht says, "Cute is good."

Squall Leonhart says, "Stop it Zell..."

Zell Dincht says, "sorry."

Zell Dincht sighs and cuddles to keep him warm.

Squall Leonhart looks at Zell... finding him powerful.... yet effeminate.

Zell Dincht wants to run his hands over Squall's chest but stops himself.

Squall Leonhart . o O ( Should I wait.... or will I lose him if I wait.)

Zell Dincht is happy to hold him at least.

Squall Leonhart closes his eyes.

Squall Leonhart says, "I really... shouldn’t... sleep."

Zell Dincht says, "Shouldn’t?"

Zell Dincht looks at Squall.

Squall Leonhart says, "no... I lost a lot of blood..."

Zell Dincht says, "open those eyes then."

Squall Leonhart says, "If I sleep I might shut down... or go comatose... you don’t want that."

Squall Leonhart looks at Zell.

Zell Dincht says, "No, I don't."

Zell Dincht rests his lips on Squall's shoulder.

Squall Leonhart says, "Keep me awake Zell."

Zell Dincht says, "how?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Any way you can."

Zell Dincht nuzzles his neck.

Zell Dincht says, "like this or some other way?"

Squall Leonhart says, "That’s good.. nothing... vigorous."

Zell Dincht says, "alright."

Zell Dincht nuzzles his neck and kisses the side softly.

Squall Leonhart says, "mmmm....."

Zell Dincht says, "this to vigorous?"

Squall Leonhart says, "no... but my heart rate may go up."

Zell Dincht says, "that good or bad?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Prolly bad.. but I can deal."

Zell Dincht nods.

Zell Dincht says, "I'll try to watch it... I don't want to hurt you."

Squall Leonhart says, "Alright."

Zell Dincht looks at Squall and smiles.

Zell Dincht says, "at least you can like me, right?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Yeah. You can do what you want to me.... "

Zell Dincht says, "Only if you want and enjoy too."

Squall Leonhart says, "I will learn."

Zell Dincht says, "I don't want to hurt you or make you uncomfortable."

Squall Leonhart says, "I know how men... interact."

Zell Dincht rests his head on Squall's chest.

Squall Leonhart says, "I did a lot of Research to make my time with Seifer perfect."

Zell Dincht says, "oh... but you said you raped him?"

Squall Leonhart says, "I did.. but I was gentle…"

Zell Dincht says, "and what did he do?"

Squall Leonhart says, "He didn’t want me..."

Zell Dincht says, "Why might I ask?"

Squall Leonhart says, "He has a girlfriend."

Zell Dincht says, "oh... when did this happen?"

Squall Leonhart says, "I don’t really know."

Zell Dincht says, "When did you find out?"

Squall Leonhart says, "He told me."

Zell Dincht says, "when though?"

Squall Leonhart says, "I don’t remember...."

Zell Dincht says, "Why'd you rape him?"

Squall Leonhart says, "I wanted to show him how I felt.”

Zell Dincht says, "through rape?"

Squall Leonhart says, "It wasn’t meant to be rape."

Zell Dincht says, "What was it meant to be?"

Squall Leonhart cries.

Zell Dincht frowns.

Zell Dincht says, "I'm sorry... didn't mean too..."

Squall Leonhart says, "It was meant to be loving."

Zell Dincht says, "And he reacted badly?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Yes…"

Zell Dincht says, "and he still didn't kill you?"

Squall Leonhart says, "no.. he didn’t."

Squall Leonhart reaches up and strokes his fingers along Zell's face.

Zell Dincht smiles and puts a hand over Squall's.

Zell Dincht says, "I guess he did like it some what..."

Squall Leonhart says, "I guess."

Zell Dincht says, "Well, I like you that way."

Squall Leonhart says, "You do?"

Zell Dincht says, "yes I do."

Zell Dincht smiles at him.

Zell Dincht says, "Can you maybe feel for me?"

Squall Leonhart says, "I have to take my time Zell."

Zell Dincht says, "I understand."

Zell Dincht smiles and hugs him close.

Squall Leonhart says, "I’m sure I can... because... Im attracted to your kindness."

Zell Dincht says, "you are?"

Squall Leonhart nods.

Zell Dincht nuzzles his chest.

Zell Dincht says, "I am kind... and hyper..."

Squall Leonhart says, "Why were you walking along that route.... to find me..."

Zell Dincht says, "Well, I was talking with my mom, then I ran out a minute to go find something... when I saw you and Seifer... so I hid and sort of followed..."

Squall Leonhart says, "Did you see me walk into the tree?"

Zell Dincht says, "no, not then... when you got here to Balamb."

Squall Leonhart says, "oh... okay...."

Zell Dincht sighs and kisses Squall's chest softly.

Zell Dincht says, "It hurt to see what you did to yourself... and I didn't want Seifer to see me."

Squall Leonhart says, "I’m going to do some research... then I’m going to Timber."

Zell Dincht says, "To Timber? Why?"

Squall Leonhart says, "To make Seifer hurt."

Zell Dincht says, "what?"

Zell Dincht nearly jumps though he is laying over Squall.

Squall Leonhart says, "He said that was where his girlfriend lived."

Zell Dincht says, "what are you gonna do?"

Zell Dincht is now a little afraid.

Squall Leonhart says, "Hurt her."

Zell Dincht says, "why?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Because... he hurt me."

Zell Dincht says, "you hurt him though... how'd he hurt you?"

Squall Leonhart says, "He cut my heart out... I hurt so bad Zell... I tried to kill myself."

Zell Dincht says, "I know... but why is it his fault?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Its her fault."

Zell Dincht says, "why?"

Squall Leonhart says, "She took him away."

Zell Dincht says, "Was he ever yours?"

Zell Dincht frowns.

Squall Leonhart says, "He could have been!"

Zell Dincht sighs.

Zell Dincht says, "You can't just let him go?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Zell he hurt me."

Squall Leonhart trembles.

Zell Dincht says, "How did he hurt you exactly?"

Squall Leonhart says, "my heart..."

Zell Dincht says, "how?"

Zell Dincht lays his head on Squall's chest.

Squall Leonhart says, "It felt like it exploded."

Zell Dincht says, "From?"

Squall Leonhart says, "When he told me he didn’t want me.... that he already had someone. I waited for so long to tell him."

Zell Dincht says, "too long?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Yes..."

Zell Dincht says, "then why do you hate him for it?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Because..."

Zell Dincht says, "why?"

Squall Leonhart says, "He made me hurt!"

Zell Dincht frowns.

Zell Dincht says, "I don't see how it's his fault though... even though I don't like him."

Squall Leonhart says, "Zell... I hurt still... make it stop."

Zell Dincht kisses his chest.

Zell Dincht says, "What helps?"

Squall Leonhart says, "I don’t know."

Zell Dincht sniffles slightly and moves his lips up to Squall's.

Squall Leonhart looks at Zell.

Zell Dincht kisses him softly and caresses his cheek.

Squall Leonhart returns the kiss, feeling his heart flutter.

Zell Dincht says, "this helping any?"

Squall Leonhart says, "maybe..."

Zell Dincht continues to caress his cheek and kisses him softly again.

Squall Leonhart notes Zell has a different scent... but it’s just as sweet as Seifer's.

Zell Dincht says, "I want to help you feel good."

Squall Leonhart says, "Make me feel good then."

Zell Dincht kisses him softly and rubs gently against him... though he is still wearing pants.

Squall Leonhart says, "no... not that far.. please... I still feel light headed"

Zell Dincht says, "sorry.. I didn't mean too... I'm sorry."

Zell Dincht kisses her cheek.

Squall Leonhart says, "but maybe you should rape me…"

Zell Dincht says, "No, I couldn't do that."

Squall Leonhart sighs.

Zell Dincht kisses him softly.

Squall Leonhart says, "please?"

Zell Dincht says, "please.... don't make me hurt you."

Squall Leonhart says, "I’m hungry...."

Squall Leonhart makes an odd face because he feels so lame saying that in the middle of a sexual debate.

Zell Dincht says, "Ok, I'll get you some food. What you want?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Whatever..."

Zell Dincht runs down stairs and grabs a sandwich for Squall, then gets back into bed with him, handing the sandwich over.

Squall Leonhart says, "What does your mother think of all this?"

Zell Dincht says, "What do you mean?"

Squall Leonhart starts to eat daintily so he doesn’t get crumbs in the bed.

Squall Leonhart says, "You did carry a dying man into your bedroom..."

Zell Dincht says, "oh, she asked how you were feeling and I said better."

Squall Leonhart says, "And you are running around in just your pants. Did you give her my clothes to get the blood out of them?"

Zell Dincht nods and smiles.

Zell Dincht says, "yes I did... she says she can fix them."

Squall Leonhart says, "That’s good... Zell... I need you to find my duffle bag and gunblade case… if anything my gunblade...."

Zell Dincht says, "Why Squall? Why do you need them now?"

Squall Leonhart says, "I don’t want anyone to steal my blade."

Zell Dincht says, "ok... will you be ok for a few minutes?"

Squall Leonhart nods.

Zell Dincht says, "ok, I'll be right back... please be here when I return."

Zell Dincht smiles at Squall as he runs out.

Squall Leonhart isn’t planning to go anywhere since he doubts he could stand. brushes the crumbs out of his lap and waits patiently for Zell's return.

Zell Dincht comes back after a few minutes with Squall's stuff.

Zell Dincht says, "Got it!"

Squall Leonhart takes the case and checks his blade.

Zell Dincht sits next to Squall and huggles him.

Squall Leonhart closes up the case.

Squall Leonhart says, "Zell... turn out the lights."

Zell Dincht says, "ok."

Zell Dincht does so and goes back to holding Squall.

Squall Leonhart feels better about being in the dark.

Zell Dincht says, "Do you mind me holding you?"

Squall Leonhart says, "not at all."

Zell Dincht smiles and cuddles Squall, kissing his cheek softly.

Squall Leonhart slowly lets his hands explore Zell's chest in the darkness.

Zell Dincht purrs softly and runs his fingers across Squall's chest.

Squall Leonhart says, "I feel more secure in the dark."

Zell Dincht kisses him softly.

Zell Dincht says, "That's good…"

Squall Leonhart says, "about this sort of thing..."

Squall Leonhart kisses Zell back.

Zell Dincht kisses him some more and pulls himself into Squall's lap.

Squall Leonhart says, "not... too quick... "

Zell Dincht says, "sorry..."

Squall Leonhart wraps his arms around Zell.

Squall Leonhart says, "Its alright... "

Zell Dincht smiles and leans against his chest.

Zell Dincht says, "I love to cuddle..."

Squall Leonhart says, "Ever been with anyone?"

Zell Dincht says, "no..."

Squall Leonhart says, "then how do you know you love to cuddle?"

Squall Leonhart bites Zell on the neck ever so gently.

Zell Dincht giggles.

Zell Dincht says, "well, I love this now."

Squall Leonhart bites a little harder.

Zell Dincht lets out a little squeal of happiness.

Squall Leonhart brings his lips back up to Zell's and kisses him deeply.

Zell Dincht kisses back deeply.

Squall Leonhart lets his soft fingers roam Zell's body... tugging gently at his waistband.

Zell Dincht feels his pace quicken and his excitement mount, becoming aroused at the touch.

Zell Dincht says, "You want them off?"

Squall Leonhart says, "yes."

Zell Dincht says, "G-go ahead."

Squall Leonhart gently strips Zell's pants off ... and feels his manhood gently.

Zell Dincht moans at the touch, rock hard in Squall's hand.

Squall Leonhart finds Zell pleasantly sized with his sensitive touch.

Zell Dincht moves his hand to caress Squall's cock.

Squall Leonhart makes a soft sound as Zell touches him.

Zell Dincht says, "nice..."

Squall Leonhart slumps forward onto Zell's chest, panting slightly.

Squall Leonhart says, "Stupid.. me... finally get to ... have fun and I’m too weak to even get off..."

Zell Dincht kisses him softly.

Zell Dincht says, "I'll make you strong again, then we can have fun, ok?"

Squall Leonhart says, "Yeah…"

Zell Dincht snuggles against him.

Squall Leonhart says, "I’m pathetic."

Zell Dincht says, "It's ok.. that's just for now."

Squall Leonhart says, "Mmm..."

Zell Dincht kisses Squall softly and cuddles more.

Zell Dincht says, "how about sleep now? You've eaten and I cast a healing spell."

Squall Leonhart says, "As long as you will hold me."

Zell Dincht says, "I will, for as long as you want me too."

Zell Dincht kisses his forehead softly.

Squall Leonhart says, "please yes."

Zell Dincht smiles.

Zell Dincht says, "of course yes."

Zell Dincht cuddles him and yawns.

Squall Leonhart wraps himself Around Zell.

Zell Dincht holds Squall and smiles, putting his head to his chest.

Squall Leonhart . o O ( why does he want me... I’m pathetic like Seifer said.... )

Zell Dincht is made fun of a lot by others, is very happy to get what he wants now.

Squall Leonhart . o O ( but he's so happy... I can feel him oozing happiness... he loves.... me.)

Zell Dincht snuggles happily against Squalls body, which is getting warm again.

Squall Leonhart runs his fingers through Zell's hair.

Zell Dincht smiles more and purrs softly.

Squall Leonhart . o O ( What’s he got to gain from me? I.. might hurt him.)

Zell Dincht wouldn't care if he were hurt later, is happy now.

Squall Leonhart stops thinking and makes himself comfortable.

Zell Dincht is very comfy.

Squall Leonhart says, "You feel nice.... and smell nice..."

Zell Dincht says, "Mmm, so do you."

Zell Dincht is dozing now.

Squall Leonhart smiles faintly and traces a finger along Zell's tattoo.

Zell Dincht purrs and cuddles tighter.

Squall Leonhart . o O ( He's... adorable.)

Zell Dincht is so cute and so loving... always tries to be in a good mood no matter what.

Squall Leonhart falls asleep dwelling on exactly how adorable Zell looks.

Zell Dincht falls asleep as well, happy to be sleeping with another at last... and especially the one he wanted.